Monday, May 29, 2006

snatched from this blog..

Basic rules:
1) List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2) Don't say who they are.

1. akala ko ikaw na.. as in dazed ako nung nagkakilala tayo.. pero, ewan ko kung bakit, pero biglang nawala yung spark, e.. pasensya na.. friends parin naman tayo..

2. ginawa ko naman lahat ng pwede kong gawin, a? kung magsalita ka as if wala akong naitulong.. akala ko pa man din maintindihan mo ang sitwasyon ko.. pati kailangan ba ako nalang palagi ang kumikilos? mahiya ka naman sakin, kahit konti lang..

3. akala ko of all people kayo ang makakaintindi.. buti nalang hindi pa ako nag-sasalita.. isang malaking dagok sa pagkatao ko yung mga sinabi niyo..

4. buti nalang i haven't made any moves yet.. i'll just wait for cupid do its moves.. malapit na tayong magkakilala..

5. sana lang iniisip mo na medyo napapahiya mo na ako kapag lagi mong ipinagduduldulan sa mukha ko yung pagkakamali ko..

6. nung una, isnaban.. pero buti nalang nagkatinginan at nagkangitian na tayo kanina.. it's a start..

7. uy, kakilala mo pala siya.. nung isang beses na magkasama tayo, bigla siyang lumapit at nakipagusap sayo.. sana naman ipakilala mo ako sa kanya..

8. nampucha naman, makahalata ka naman kapag naaasar na ang tao sayo! t_ngina naman, naka-kunot na ang noo ko, kinakabahan na ang mga tao sa paligid ko, tuloy ka parin! malasin ka sana buong buhay mo..

9. gulong-gulo na ako.. sana naman matulungan mo ako.. feeling ko maiintindihan mo ako.. naiintindihan ko kasi ang sitwasyon mo, e..

10. isang araw, sasabihin ko rin.. hindi pa ngayon, hindi pa kasi tamang oras..

* pasensya na kung medyo off yung mga sinabi ko.. kumukulo kasi ang ulo ko sa ibang tao, e..

Saturday, May 27, 2006

for the first time in months, i once again played DotA..

it brought back a lot of memories and emotions.. still, nothing has changed..

i was still the one they mocked, seeing that i'm not as skilled and as adept as they are.. i was the target, feeding enemies the gold they crave.. i was even surprised that there were post-game talks, trying to convince me that i wasn't the one that paved the way to our team's demise, or that if they didn't finish the game soon, o'd be the one to lead our camp to victory..

ahh.. i've never felt more refreshed..

DotA is love.. *dazed*

Friday, May 26, 2006

gusto kong mag-qualifying exam para sa Mensa Philippines.. wala lang, trip-trip lang..

asa ka pa! *sabay hampas*

Saturday, May 20, 2006

i got my wallet back today! yay! thank god i haven't told my folks yet.. hehe..

apparently, the thief took what he thought was all the money i had and left it on the school gym floor.. this girl saw it and searched for any identification.. thankfully there was a receipt with my name on it.. for some reason she managed to get my number from a common friend and texted me..

thankfully the thief didn't care enough to look for loot in my wallet's sleeves.. when i got it back today, my savings were still there! that means i just lost a few hundred pesos.. w000t!

shame the blessed girl was on the grumpy side.. i would have made friends with her, kaso nga lang she seems uninterested with the idea.. may god bless her soul pa rin..

i am sooooooo blessed..

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

i lost my wallet today.. f_ck..

the sad thing about it is that i was supposed to empty it last night.. it;s just that i forgot to..

buti pa si decci, glasses lang.. ako? wala lang.. isang wallet nga lang naman na may laman na napalaking halaga, mga dokumentong importante, at yung ATM card ko.. t_ngina..

and i can't even imagine how i would tell my folks about it.. walang lusot, kailangang sabihin sa kanila, e.. wala akong mapapagutangan ng pang-allowance.. plus kailangang sabihin kasi di ko alam ang account details ko sa banko, e si mama ang maglalakad nun..

sayang yung ipon ko dun.. i would start going to the gym sana tomorrow had i not lost my wallet..

and what's worse is that i still have a lot of bills to pay.. sh_t, i was supposed to pay some dues in our org.. hell, i'm planning to pay back decci if ever our Da Vinci meet-up would push through.. now i don't even have the money to watch the damn movie..

definitely one of the worst days of my life..

@#%&@))#&*%^&^%_)+!*#=@!

Friday, May 12, 2006

i hate the fact that i have to stop taking those diet pills.. for the first time in my life i've experienced allergies, all thanks to those pills..

anyway, i'll soon start going to the gym.. july is originally my target month, but for some reason i'm compelled to start next week! maybe thrice a week, most likely on my vacant periods in the afternoon..

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

happy 1st anniversary, blog!

i guess this one's for keeps.. no blog of mine lasted this long.. hehe..

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it's just my sixth day into the diet pills thingy, and i already see stretch marks on my waist..

others hate stretch marks.. i welcome it.. at least i have a visual indicator that i'm losing weight.. ^__^

Friday, May 05, 2006

i just started taking slimming pills today..

wish me luck.. ^_^

and you thought you were the only one watching..